Hello what's up you guys! Today is Monday. And today is Sunday and today is public holiday! I'm so sorry for not updating yesterday. Again, I'm so busy. I have tons of homework. I study 11 subject and I have homework from like 10 of them. So I woke up at 6.30am on Saturday and started doing all my homework. I didn't sleep at all untill 2.30pm on Sunday. Can you imagine how many hours that I didn't sleep just to get my homework done. And I still have biology and p.e homework. And I'm gonna do it tomorrow because I'm so tired and sleepy. But I can't sleep. And here I am updating this blog with a pair of sleepy/tired eyes. I swear, after I'm done updating this, I'm gonna go to sleep.


Next, this is the most saddest thing that happened to me this week. If you guys didn't know, rumors says that Ashton has a new girlfriend. And she's or she was a playboy bunny. And of course she's hot and pretty. But the fact that she's a playboy bunny I just can't accept it. I actually cry when I heard ash has a new girlfriend. I felt broke. I didn't wanna listen to 5sos. But then I felt like why should I cry over a guy who doesn't even know that I'm exist. Why'd I cry over a guy who doesn't give a shit about me. I felt like, although I'm crying right now, it will never change the facts that ash has a new girlfriend. Even if go and tell him that she has no good, he will never listen to. Who am I for saying that to ash. I'm just his fans. Not his family member or his band member. Even if I'm crying over him, he will never come to me and comfort me and break with her. Lol. Why should he do that. I know he's someone and I'm just nobody. Maybe there's something on her that make Ashton loves her. As long as Ashton happy, I'll be happy even thought I hate her.


When I was a biggest mahomie, I never cry over austin like I'd to 5sos. I have never! But now when I'm becoming a 5sosfam I'm always thinking "why do you care so much about them?" "Why do you willing to do anything for them" "why do you cry for them" "why do you happy when they're happy and cry when they're sad" "They'll never know that you're exist nad, get over them" and as always, I can't even forget them. I love them especially the fandom. The fandom are so perfect. The fandom makes me realize that I'm not alone. That I'm not the only one who thinking like that. The fandom always make me fell happy. Sometimes they also make me fell sad. I just can't describe how much I love 5sos and the fandom. I just love them. That's all that I can say

Yeah. I guess that's all for today. Oh yeah, before I forget, I don't if I can update this week because I'm going to my hometown. And there's no wifi. Maybe I'm gonna update on saturday. But if I have a lot of homework, I'm not gonna update for this week. I'm so sorry. Thank you so much for spending your time to read my post. Don't forget to hit the follow button and please follow me on Tumblr, Instagram and Twitter. I love you. And I'll see you guys soon! bye!